LOL im so new i dont have a icon:

biology is a snap, wtf was i worried about?




1)what phrase are you most known for in your group?
god i have so many:
rad man rad
yucht yucht yucht
awlrot
muuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrr
2) what item or object is normally associated with you?
colored pencils
(who's colored pencils, oh yeah tyats from heather hoard xD)
3)What pose/stance/action are you known for?
scowling as i walk

4)What is your fav. singer/band/genre of music?
favorite bands are blue october, coldplay, maroon 5, and mindless self indulgence

5)What is your fav. color?
greem

6)what is your fav. artist/art style. If so, who/what is it?
arina tanemura, shojo mangaka

7) what is your fav. all time videogame character and when where you first introduce to them?
fuck video games

8) What computer do you use? Mac,PC, or other (please specify)
A DELL PC

9)Where do you live...just kidding!! What enviroment is your neighbourhood situated in?
FOOORESSST

10) besides art, what are your other hobbies/pasttimes?
singing, writing, role-playing but thats dead now

11) What is your fav. anime of all time?
Pah.

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4"
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. too many older men say it
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job. come on what are my grandparents going to do with a gazillion batteries >.>
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. [Psshah! Hopefully someday!]
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace. scratch myspace and put a role-playing forum RUV JOO MALLEH
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test. .
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
holy shit, im bad ass >D

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. ibuprofen 8D
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide. i find it amusing to scheme various ways? srs i aint gonna do it
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.

[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly





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homeworkhomeworkhomeworkhomeworkeveryday.

Biology teacher said there is homework every night D: I have an art history class that will have homework since its only a quarter long and then i have world history which will have homwork, I'm sure. But I'll keep arting, just traditionally 8D for the most part

Music Quiz

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
6. Bold the questions of the answers that made you laugh.

How are you doing today?
Look After You - The Fray
If I don't say this now, I surely will break. It fits, for I have been having multiple break downs the past three days. My mom relaized this yesterday and I guess in her own doting motherly way, she decided we should go shopping. Even if I am the one buying, it gets me out of the house. My little brother through my pregnant cat at me today, she clawed me all up and stuff. He's been very violent towards me, I dont understand for I was never violent towards my older brother but then again I never got to see him as much. So yeah. This little thing was the whole song.

What will you be doing today?
Better That We Break - Maroon5
Now waking up is hard to do, sleeping is impossible too. Everything's reminding me of you. - I'm not fine, I'm in pain. It's harder everyday, maybe we're better off this way. Its better that we break." Well I did break down and once again I felt as if I should move in with my father. Whom, I am now, afraid will begin to beat me if I dont do what he says.

What is your best friend doing today?
Big Yellow Taxi - Counting Crows featuring Vanessa Carlton
they paved paradise and put up a parking lot.

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Crawling - Linkin Park
Crawling in my skin, these wounds will they not heal. Fear is how I fall, confusing what is real.

What’s going on this weekend?
One Head Light - The Wallflowers
So long along I don't remember when, that's when they say i lost my only friend. Well since you died easy of a broken heart disease, I listen through the cemetary trees.

Will you get far in life?
Yes - Coldplay
When it started we had high hopes, now my back's on the line, my back's on the rope. When it started we were alright, but that makes a fool of us in the daylight. Well, that's convient.

What will your job be like?
Goodnight Goodnight - Maroon 5
Her hair was pressed against her face, her eyes were red with anger - I'm sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl. Mmmm, i guess it wont be a fun time, just like my last one.

What is your average day like?
Papercut - Linkin park
Why does feel like night today? Something in here's not right today. Why am I am so uptight today? Paranoy is all I have left. I dont know what struct me first but I know just what it feels like to have a voice in the back of my head. I'm not a fan of this song.

How is your life in a nutshell?
Over My Head - The Fray
I never knew, I never knew that everything was falling through. That everyone I knew was wating on a cue, to turn and run when all I needed was the truth. But that's how it's gotta be, it's coming down to nothing more than agathy. I'd rather run the other way and stay and see, the smoke and who's standing when it clears. Everyone know I'm in over my head....

What is school like?
Can't Stop - Maroon 5
All alone in my room think of you at a rate which is truly alarming. Uhhh, yeah. Sure. lets go with that.

Where do you live?
Cemeteries of London -Coldplay
And the night over London, hey hey. Wow. So not close.

Who do you live with?
Supestar - Lupe Fiasco
Yeah, uh, fresh cool young Lupe trying to cash his microphone check 1-2-1. Wanna believe my own height but its too untrue.The world brought me to my knees what have you brung you? Did you prove a design did you do soemthing new? Was your name on the guest list? Who brought you? You. The more famous person you come through and the sexy lady next to you, you come too. And then hitman, standing outside having waiting for god to come get me, I'm too untrue. Unschooled to the rules and to gun shoe. And too much of newcomer and too uncool. Like shadow in the ville, i battle with well. So I need a holiday like lady who song blue. Go back whatever you did you un-do. Heavy is heaven having the devil on me two time two. HA HA HA HA.

What is your dad’s theme song?
Faint - Linkin Park
So I let go watching you, turn your back like you always do. Face away and pretend that I am not, but I'll be here cause your all that I got.

What is your mom’s theme song?
The Way - Fastball
An exit to eternal summer slacking. But where were they going without ever knowing the way? They drank up the wine, and they got to talking. They now had more important things to say. And when the car broke down they started walking. Where were they going without ever knowing the way? She truly can be my guiding light, when she feels like it.

What is the best thing about your dad?
42 - Coldplay
Those who are dead are not dead, they're just living in my head. And since I fell for that spell I am living there as well. Time is so short and I'm sure there must be something wrong.

What is the best thing about your mom?
Everlasting Friend - Blue October
A heartbeat skip relationship inside a bubble bath. An icing drip below your lip so we undo the math. A sudden slip between my pathetic sedatives. A real life script of how mistakes became our medicine so, delay the hurtful words of complicated overcast. Please take the message that I'm picking up my chin at last. I've said my confidence it gets stronger when your next to me, but we pray from miles away in quest for what we long to be but, I'll stumble and I'll take the fall again. 'Cause your my everlasting friend.

What is the best thing about your friends?
Angels -Within Temptation
Sparkling angel, I believe you are my savior in my time of need. Rise up my faith, I couldn't hear, all their whispers their warnings so dear. I hear the angels, I'll lead them to your door. There's no escape now, no mercy no more. No remorse now 'cause I sitll remember, the smile when you told me apart. You took my heart decieved me right from the start.

Will you get married?
Dark Wings - Within Temptation
Why was I one of the chosen ones? Until the fight I could not see, the magic and the strength of my power. He was the only one I dreamed. Dark wings they understand me, seek shadow, gathering around. Of my worst, day upon me. Everytime they try to strike at day. Don't you die on me, you have major piece. A little life, breathe, breathe. Don't you die on me, you have major piece. A little life, breathe, breathe. I get married to the guy in my dreams and he dies! WOO.

What are the Christmas/winter holidays like for you?
You Make Me Smile - Blue October
My words they pour, like children to the playground. Children to the playground, you make me smile.

How do people view you?
Not Ready to Make Nice - Dixie Chicks ( i think o.o)
I'm through with doubt, there's nothing left for me to figure out. I've paid a price, and I'll keep paying. I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down. I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time to go around around and round. Its too late to make it right, I probably wouldn't if I could. Cause I'm mad as hell cant bring myself to do what is you think I should.

What should you do with your life?
Calling You - Blue October
I will keep calling you to see, if you're sleeping are you dreaming? If you're dreaming are your dreaming of me? I cant believe you actually picked me. I though that the world had lost its sway, its so hard sometimes, then I fell in love with you. Then came you, then came you, and you took that away. Its not so difficult the world is not so difficult. You take away the old, show me the new and I feel like i can fly when I stand next to you. So while I'm on this phone, a hundred miles from home, i'll take the words you gave and send them back to you.

What will they play at your wedding?
How Far We've Come - Matchbox Twenty
I'm waking up to the start of the end of the world, but it's feeling just like every other morning before. And now I wonder what my life is gonna mean life if it's gone. The cars are moving about a half and hour and back. I start staring at the passengers waving goodbye, can you tell me what was ever so special about me all this time. I believe the world is burning the ground, oh well I guess we're gonna find out, let's see how far we've come. Lets see how far we've come. But I belive it all is coming to and end, oh well i guess we're gonna pretend. Lets see how far we've come, Lets see how far we've come.

What will they play at your funeral?
Good Enough - Evanescence
Under your spell again, I can't say no to you. Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand, I cant say no to you. Shouldn't let you talk to me so sweetly, now I cant let go of this dream, I cant breathe but I feel good enough. I feel good enough, for you. Drink up sweet decadence, I cant say no to you. And I've completely lost myself and I don't ming, I can't say no to you. Shouldn't let you talk to me so sweetly, now I cant let go of this dream, cant belive that I feel good enough. I feel good enough, its been such a long time coming but I feel good. And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall, pouring life down on me.Cause I cant hold on to anything thing this good enough. Am I good enough? For you, to love me too. So take care of what you ask of me, cause I cant say no. That was the whole song, btw.

What will they play at your “big party”?
Home Party - HOME MADE KAZOKU
It's a home, home, home, home, PARTY. It's a home, home, home, home, home PARTY. Why dont you join us, (japanese word) PLUS.

Who can you count on?
Overweight - Blue October
Ever carried the weight of another for how long? I walk as far as they need to recover for how long. HA. I wanna carry a piece of who i was before so when i hit the wall i really hit the all.I wanna tear away the death again, a whiter shade of fucking meth again. I wanna stick to clues, Iwanna come unglued I wanna sahpe the world to fit the way you move should I listen for a dress size? I owned up, I grown up do you remember me? I showed up, so what I'm finally what I used to be. I'm here to tell you I was sorry but I happy that your happy this no longer about me. Trade roles, switch sides for your beautiful eyes. Let them need to hear your beautiful cries.Lift you up so you can touch more of the skies. Live your life without the pain of goodbye, GOODBYE.

Is there anything important to you?
How To Save A Life - The Fray (all 3 songs i have of the fray made it up here)
Step one you say we need to talk. He walks you say sit down its just a talk. He smiles politely back at you, you stare up politely right on through. Some sort of window to your right, as he goes left and you stay right. Between the lines, sharing blame, you begin to wonder why you came. Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend. Somewhere along in the bitterness and I would have stayed up, with you all night had I known how to save a life. Let him know that you know best, cause after all you do know best. Try to step out to his defense without granting innocence. Lay out a list of what is wrong, things you told him all along, pray to god he hears you. And I pray to god he hears you.

Do you regret anything?
What I've Done -Linkin Park
Cause I dont regret, the truth for a thousand lies. So let mercy come and wash away, what I've done.

What are you living for?
Life In Technicolor
Instrumental, no words but OHS.

Can you handle the truth?
X Amount Of Words - Blue October
Relapse, prevent, trigger intent, now drown. High strung, say X amount of words. Your solar bipolar panic disorder seems harder and harder and harder, still you try to control it. You mold, you mold, yeah you shape to mold, oh you're bold you're bold. But you're shape is bold, your syptomns superficial to what calling ya. Modest to speak to you imagine the phobia.
What do you dream about?

The perfect guy/girl?
Lacrymosa - Evanescence
Out of my mind, cold and alone again. Can this be what you really wanted baby?

One thing you hate?
Hospital Beds - Cold War Kids
There's nothing to do here, some just whine and complain in bed at the hospital.

How do you handle rejection?
Into The Ocean - Blue October
I'm just a normal boy who sank into the overboard, my ship would leave the country but it rather swim ashore.

Do you fear death?
Sweet Sacrifice - Evanescence
it's true, we're all a little insane. but it so clear, now that I am unchained.

Do you enjoy life?
All That I'm Living For - Evanescence
All that I;m living for, All that I'm dying for.

You sanctuary is?
Violet Hill - Coldplay
It was a long and dark december from the rooftops I remember there was snow, white snow.

“That one person”’s theme song, even if you don’t have one just yet?
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
Well you dawned on me and you bet I felt it, I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back.

What can you expect to see when you walk into your house?
Nothing Lasts Forever - Maroon 5

It is so easy to see disffunction between you and me, we must free up therse tired souls before the sadness kills us both. I tried and tried to let you know I love you but I'm letting go. We may not last but I dont know, I just dont know.

NOT TAGGING ANYONE. UGH THIS IS A PAIN IN THE ASS.

Uhm. Well. I broke down and well now, I'm sorry but I dont idolize anyone. i have no best friends. or loves. i have friends and i have people i hate. and seriously im tired of playing an act or letting you play with my strings, so don't try it. or i'll fuck you up. this goes to anyone. im tired of it. did i mention my older brother is cutting himself? out of his HATRED toward my FATHER? That imcompitant asshole who deserves to fucking kneel over and die? Did I mention my younger brother is suicidal out of his HATRED FOR ME? THEY ALL HATE ME.
MY FAMILY HATES ME.
AND I HAVE NO ONE.
NO
ONE
SO
THERE.
YOUDONTKNOWHOWMUCHISUFFERANDIFYOUDOGOODFORYOU.